updates after a VERY LONG TIME

oh man.
this blog is getting dusty! but haha, at least I managed to re-visit this dusty blog amidst these busy days. I thought I NEVER will find the time.

oh my, and I realise that my prev post is still work-related. that is SERIOUSLY so long ago! :S

anw, So…what makes my life so “exciting”?

hmm….sem 2 definitely started (DUH!)….and I have been trying to study regularly.. I failed.

YES, i failed in keeping up with my work…BUTTT at least not that bad lah. I mean not as bad as Sem 1, when I think I really pangsei my work..For now, I must say that out of 5, understand 2 mods contents ard 80%, 1 mod ard 70%, 1 mod ard 57% and last mod 40%. SHIT, after stating all these, I seriously think I need to bulk  buck up! haii, but I need more time!

My trainings have upped the intensity AGAIN. but come to think of it, it has never “down b4″… trainings now so shiong that I really really so tired until I cant really concentrate on my studies after them. ESP the water trainings on weekends.

PLUS. I am selected to row for the mixed team, which means extra trainings on sunday. AFTERNOON. 11 to noon. I think I am so tanned that alot of peeps cant recognise me le. HAHA

SERIOUSLY, i happy that I’m selected as well, as it must mean something right? THAT I’m improving somehow.. But I really am damn shagg after all these trainings….If it wasn’t my pride and my batch mates, I seriously wouldn’t have last this long in this team….But I am glad that I have suck it in and endured this long. I will cont to “jiayous”! ((:

by the way, this week is my recess week! But I really feel as if I have none. My 3 days are spent in camp. 1 day for graded assignment. 2 days for trainings. SO, effectively, I only have 1 day to study for mid terms. WELL DONE.

I think I need more coffee. SERIOUSLY. URGH.

updates!

OMG. Haven’t been blogging cuz

1) I’m working right till the 1st day of school! Busy OTing and not much going on for me.

2) After my school starts, I’ve been busy planning my modules, which I didn’t get most of my desired ones. Cuz I’m “outbidden”! N not to mention the start of lectures and trainings.

3) I vowed to read more of my readings this sem and I vowed to be more zai for more trainings. Last sem of Year 1 coupled with the RACE of the year i.e “June Race” – THAT MEANS NO MORE SLACKIN!!

HAHA, so thats basically it. I”M BUSY PLUS SUPER STRESS!

But at least this year started on a right note. My wonderful bro sponsored me an MP3! So nice of him right? Even thou’ I lost my IPOD SHUFFLE that he gave it to me previously! (: OH, and I VOW TO TAKE CARE OF MY NEW MP3 TOO!

PLUS my 2.4km timing, is like a mini test for the dragon boaters. MY timing is 12.33mins!!!!!
I totally break my own rec! Shave off 2 mins from my usual timing. ((((:
OKOK, I admit, my timing still not that gd, my rest of the teammates are like 11 and 12 – but they ran 2.4km AFTER GYM, and I’m ran b4 gym…SO YEA, hope I can improve even further!!

PLUS, I manage to buy loads of clothes for CNY, hope CNY starts 2009 on an even better note!!

OK, I remembered one sad thing thou, I MISSED TEAM CHALET! %$&*^%(&*%
CUZ of WORK.
AND THE STUPID LAST EP OF LITTLE NYONYA!
):

BUT its ok lah, cuz there’s another team event this coming march hol. till then…then. (:

oh mans, i feel shitty!

First of all, I’m working. So I will most prob be MIA, from blogs, facebook and etc, or maybe short posts, but definitely no major updates. AND anw, since I’m stuck in office floors, I highly doubt that my life will be any exciting.

Urgh, $$$$$. That shall be my motivation for working despite having only a short holiday. Pity me, but I’m X’mas and CNY is just ard the corner!!

N the most shitty thing of all, I have to miss weekdays trainings!!! Which I actually prefer over weekends. T.T
N After NOT exercising FOR SUPER DUPER LONG, I feel so weak and nua…..OMG! I really hate THAT feelingg.

Back fr Indo

Jarkarta is funn, but Medan kinda waste of time. Buffets from morning to dinner. Buffets for days. I kinda VERY sick of food right now.

So many things happen, but maybe blog about it some other days.
Just have something on my mind that I wish to sort it out..
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It has been years, since the last time.
I’ve grown up, and many things are no longer the same.
But yet as I was seating at the front seat, as the car passed by many others,
as the car is gaining speed and when the silence is overwhelming,
I seem to be thrust into my own world,
just me and my memories,
and perhaps some people.
The same feeling returned, it felt that reality is far from me.
How I wished that and then was reality.
Different occasions, different scenarios.
Yet it is just like in the past…
when I just woke up, with a lingering fragrance in the air.
How I suddenly feel so alive at that moment.
But how unfortunate is it,
that the moment is not meant to be lasting,
when not long after,
ride is over,
journey ended,
and there I was,
stepping out of the car, waiting to enter the house.
Me and my memories and my fantasies.
Am I that dumb?

BBQ!

having a BBQ late at my friend’s condo with the dragonboaters! HAHA, plus mahjong session! More excited about the mahjong actually…(: Haven’t been playing mahjong since Chinese New Year!

PLUSSS Standard Chartered 10km run tml! OMG. Instead of training my runs, I’m piling on food! :S N I think I’m putting on weight! Arghhh. I still hhopeee that my run can be under 1h…hahaha, but then…see how.

So many things!

It’s been a while… ((:

Regatta is oveerr, but I really feel super disappointed just thinking about it. I know our team can do better. After putting in so much efforts in trainings, all the sweat, blood and sacrifices… we did not get the desired results. The feeling sucks. Like what the seniors say…Our best is not enough…AND i guess that it will translate to SEM 2 trainings. Meaning that when SEM 2 trainings start, it will be tougher  than ever. I hope that results will be better for the upcoming races. I know OUR TEAM CAN DO IT!

Anw, then come exams. After Regatta! The feeling sucks even more after sucky regatta. Not to mention that the exam papers are soooooo HARD. I just hope that I can pass and score at AT LEAST B for every module, which I think is kinda hard, cuz for some, I don’t even know what the hell the questions are asking!! URGH, I’m really worried now, I hope that someone can come over and point to me at the right direction. I just know that I have to plan my time well and study harder for next semester! Whoever tell me that uni is a breeze ought to be shot seriously! OMG la~* thinking of exams makes me worried about 23rd December – the date my results are released!

LUCKILY, my exams ended on my birthday, if I have to study during my birthday…I will DIEEE…AFTER which …I had a mini celebration with my family at VIVO! My bro sooo nice! Still buy me a birthday cake, even thou I already tell them I don’t need a cake this yr, since we will be mega-feasting (we had many different kinds of burgers!!)at Carl’s Junior. ((: I know it may sound weird having carl’s junior for celebration of birthday. But for people who know me, I don’t really need super classy restaurants to feel happy. (althou CJ can still be considered quite ex amgst fast foood…haha) I just need to feel the atmosphere of happiness and of coz being well-fed….HAHA, ohwells, I am a family person and I really don’t see the point of paying so much for a meagre amt of food. But of cos…the sinful calories…haii

ANYWAY, britney spears album is coming out!!! I really love most songs from the album…and songs like “if u seek amy” is really darn good!! I can’t wait to get my hands on it!!!! (((:

GO BRITNEY!!

On 26 Aug

I ran GE women 10km run today!

The run is OK, timing wise, I think I still remain the same, never improve never “deprove”. BUT nothing is final..cuz since I never exactly take down my timing, I shall wait until they post me my timing ..((:

BUT I HAVE SOMETHING TO GRUMBLE ABOUT. I seriously think that SHAPE RUN IS SO MUCH BETTER, as in the pre and post race. With all the raving reviews about last year GE 10k run, I seriously expected much better organization. Imgaine that I ordered a XL shirt, and the size they only have left for me is an S!! Then why did they ask for my size in the first place?! AND the goody bag is kinda sucky, all those useless vouchers. I know I shouldn’t judge a run base on the goody bag. BUT IT IS SO EX ($38)! Even more than this year SHAPE run, and I’m not even sure why I’m paying more for a lousy service. If thats the standard they have, they seriously should charge lower. Otherwise, I doubt I’ll be returning next year. AND the post carnival sucks. The isotonic drink tastes weird, plain water is not cold, only bananas, and pudding can only have one per person…WTH? I AM SO DISAPPOINTED.

Race route wise, I think the route is better than SHAPE RUN, cuz we ran on the F1 race track, sceanary is also so much better. Markings shown for every km also helps in the run. BUT I SERIOUSLY hate the ending run, it is kinda short for sprinting…and by the time u have the momentum, the race has ended…I think they should end like at the F1 track, because the road there is so straight! ie, suitable fot the LAST DASH.

But so far, it is still a happy day, cuz manage to take some pictures with my dragonboat teammates, as for picturs, I will upload them next time. Cuz I really suppper busy nowadays..with a competition AND EXAMS AND a stupid essay (worth 40% of my mod) in less than a month. So, just this for now…((: (or perhaps, my friends will upload and tag me on FB ) Byes!

disgusting coffee! :S

I just drank thw world’s most disgusting coffee.

NNNNN

it is made by me -_-

Actually, is juz coffee that is “brew” in cold water  then add hot water..

I dunno whats wrong with me nowadays! I actually intend to make coffee with cold water…urgh~*

N i have to drink cuz I dun wanna waste it. (by pouring away) ):

sian!!

Just chiong finsh my chinese blog prev week, and I have to cont with my (urgh) chi essay + its not short. Its 3000 words by this week, not to mention that I have another essay + group presentation+ essay. It is like never-ending…My eye bags are like getting bigger and my eyes are not exactly big. -_-

Came to school today to do my longgggg essay, but I ended up surfing facebook and blogs instead, hahs. so “undiscipline”(is there such a word?) of me. But since I’ve alr started, lemme finish it. hahs.

Hmm, and I fell down on sat. Did I mention? Thus my trainings are kinda like restricted and runnings no longer as fast. *Sighs* Why am I in such a bad luck these few weeks…I AM SO TIRED of all this shit seriously.

 But anw, I am really looking to the sports award this sat and my friend’s Magan 21st! Not very sure I could make it to her party thou’ it’s kinda late and there is training the next day :S

Anw, this random structure wise is a bit sucky. I just type what is on my mind at that mo’ and type it out, cuz I really dun wana waste my time planning. Haha I really should go back to my essay right now. TATA.

Oh by the way, pictures will be up soon lah~* After this horrible essay. Hahs.

Hmm.

Leave a comment here and I’ll..

1. Tell you why I befriended you.
2. Associate you with a song / movie.
3. Tell a random fact about you.
4. Tell a first memory about you.
5. Associate you with an animal / fruit.
6. Ask something I’ve always wanted to know about you.
7. In return, you must post this in your own LJ/blog

I promise to post this on my blog! So there hahs, but I doubt very little peeps read my blog. (: Its secluded. HAHA.

Oh and amanda, an ans to ur ans for qn 6. It becomes an addiction once u started. You may find it really damn sian to go and run, but once u start, is like damn shiok, unless  of cos u push urself to much, and started to cover too much distance b4 ur body gets used to ur running regime. (:

mid terms

nah, it hasn’t ended.

tml is the last day. But after tml, i have 3 essays/reports to complete. 2 within the week and 1 next next week. Got bad a chi test, juz scrape thru’. ASS. Not that I scolding myself. I have food poisoning days b4 I took the test, didn;t really study. So won’t come down hard on myself. It will just serve as a wake up call for me. It’s time to seriously mug!

Dragonoat OT has started. AND YES, there is OT trainings. I am getting buff, not that is a bad thing, but I’m getting shag. One of my senior buddy is FROM CEDAR. yay. she is nice. (: Actually, both of my senior buddies are nice. (: Which actually makes my OT much more bearable. So I’m glad in that sense.

With dragonboat and all the assignments. I won’t be updating as freq. Sian.

BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING OF ALL, I have a haircut!! A very short one. HAHA. Most of my friends had a big reaction when they saw the new me…LOL, chonghui, jieying and etc. hahs. My shortest haircut so far. (: