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I dont even feel excitement for tmr’s race.
has the novelty worn off? or am i just PMSing?
read the title.
N its worse when u have sucky grp memberS!
roll eyes. the worst thing? they added me on facebook. N I CANT EVEN COMPLAIN ONLINE TO MY OTHER FRIENDS.
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I’m so tired. Physically and mentally. Remind me again. Why am I doing this to myself?
Its not june race, and my trainings are crazy. Cn i survive them?
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There’s bound to be something undone. Something that is overdue. Something that requires my help. Who gives me help when I need them?
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Why can’t somebody just acknowlege its their responsibility? I only have two hands.
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I really hope I can have it all in the end. I don’t want to give up on any opportunities.
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I can’t breathe.
3 ongoing projects.
tutorials waiting to be understood.
More trainings.
The more I want to venture out but cant.
Why?
now. I seldom curse in my titles. But i m freaking pissed towards a not-so-close-to-talk-to friend who suppose to supervise me in my part time work. YES. I know she is a supervisor and everything, but she should also be more tactful i think.
Scenario via handphone:
ME: eh xxx, ask u something..watz the main diff btw A and A’? can i see it as the latter is more of etc etc?
AH: pls google any ref sources, and anw is quite obvious if u see the pdf.
HMMM hello? is it very hard to type in another word yes or no in ur sms? or if it is THAT difficult, u can just ans me yes or no lei…wtf for u 2 type a long string of words? N the part “anw is quite obvious…” OH PLS. Isn’t it obvious if I ask u means its NOT obvious to me?? and did i sense a “bu nai fan” feeling here? Like what the hell, u are my “friend” after all lah~. Do u really have to put it THAT WAY? I cant believe i have to face her for another another 1 yr?! WA KAO
decide to change the theme of my blog. cuz getting quite sian of the bannan smoothie theme. AND anyways, new sem, new theme, so new start (: hopefully its a fantastic sem ahead.
holidays just started for me, since i’ve only ended competition about a week ago. BUT SERIOUSLY, I’m getting super bored already. In fact, how I wish I know what modules I taking next sem so that I can go and read up first. YES. THIS IS HOW SIAN I AM. haha, cuz nw my hols juz mainly consist of watching shows from net, shopping, meetups with friends…and the occasion gyms. YES, there is variety, but seriously, there is no excitement, i mean where else can u shop in sg? bugis,orchard,vivocity.ok, the only plus pt? I’m setting off to jakarta on 17th july. (: thats a plus point. but meanwhile, I’m stuck to my routine life. AND it dosen’t help that I’m broke too. so my shoppings become window shopping which limits any further anticipation towards the activity. 
oh, and my trainings are really minimal these days that I really feel guilty about but dont really feel like moving my ass to change it… that is I haven’t been running for 2 mths?! (like OMG!!!!!) i mean since the day my toe gets injured? N even thou I can run nw, but I really dont seem like doing it. which I think i really should shoot myself, cuz I alr paid $30++ on Army half marathjon which equals 21km? N when I mean running, i mean run like min 20 mins kind? N the ave runners complete 21km in like 2h plus. I havent even clock 1/4 of the time. OH MANS. I’m goneeeeeee caseeeee!
HAII, but aft bloggin’, maybe my desire to run increase by 20%. (:
BUT it dosen’t help as
1) thunders can be heard right nw. (RAINING!= SIAN)
2)my stomach is growling now. (I going to eat = Min I can only run 2 hrs later)
N by the time these factors no longer pose a prob, I dont feel like moving again.
SEE? how my life is in such a stupiddd routine?
!@#$%^&*()_!@#$%^&*()
SIAN!
we 4.45.72. they 4.45.42. we got 2nd. and the feelings sucks. team cried. less than a sec and we lost the pm cup. staying on to fight. vow to get the cup back next yr!
FULL TRAINING AHEAD! with the major june race going on, and the upcoming KL race.
Training days are mon, tue, wed, thur, sat. basically 5 out of 7 days. N thats the minimum days. Isn’t that great? -_-III
not that I’m complaining about the toughness lah~*
I WANT TO WIN TGT AS A TEAM – and if these trainings are the price that I have to pay, then so be it. I hope that we really can win, u know, eso this june race, it is one of the main reason that I continue to stay in the team and endure all the sweat, blood, blisters, aches and etc.
Last sat, something bad happened thou, I think I must have strained my muscles, my whole left side of my back cramped up during Legs and Paddles (that is u row then u run then u row then u run…etc). TOTAL agony, I cant straighten my back after set 2 ended. SCARE ME TO HELL, thought my back is gonecase. Luckily, I only strain it, no perm damage. although now, my back still tends to cramp up for some sets, but it is slowly getting used to these intensive trainings….so solution, I have to kepp stretchinggg!
N I really hope that june 4 can come quickly, I cant wait to go to KL for the “putrajaya” race. (: at least its intensive trainings overseas. I will be back on 7th, then camp, then major race. URGH, let all these finish ASAP. I cant wait to slack and enjoy my hols! (:
OH, and results coming out soon. I HOPE I WONT SCREW UP MY MACRO ECONS!! N pls lemme score at least a C in genes and soc!!! LET me TRAIN in a happy mindset….
oh, another random thing, i find songs from ss501 nice!! Their songs are catchyyy (:
boys over flowers rocks! i think the goo jun pyo and the yoon ji hoon is so cute! 
oh but then the other 2 oso cute lah.
geez, now i’m boy crazy. LOL
but then again, it makes me wonder y the taiwan version aka meteor garden can be so sucky while the korean version is fantastic even thou is both based on the same comic??
OMG. I’m so freaking frustrated right now. =.=
Y cant some pple zi dong yi dian???!!!!
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3 mods down 2 more to go! N then I’m free. (((:
ok, I’m not. HAHA, cuz after that is FULL BLAST TRAININGS, with the upcoming race and june race. Oh mans, but I look forward to that seriously, cuzz definitely better than FULL TIME MUGGING.
YES, I’m mugging in the sports club room now with my friends, haha, but now taking a break – cuz my mind is currently saturated with all the macro econs stuff, and no matter how much I force myself to continue reading….I cant absorb, so better take a break….cuz i think the mugging will cont well into the night. 2 modules left, macro econs and Genes and society. Sianz, havent even start on my genes and society mod, but heck lah. I juz hope I m gg to get at least a C for my genes and society mod, so i can S/U it(then wont be computed into my cap)!
MACRO ECONS. even when I am writing this post, my mind is still on the taxes and stuff! ARGH, so stress. How I wish I have mre brain cells….While revising for exams this time round, I feel that my brain cells seem to have reduce in number, cuz I seem to lost the ability to memorize verything and just puke out during exam. Oh mans, with a lousier memory, no wonder I have been making careless mistakes here and there!
BUT ITS OVER, so I m not gg to cont grumble. I MUST JIAYOUS FOR MY LAST 2 PAPERS!YESSS, and back to mugging..”CHIAW”!
omg. today, i’m doing an assignment for my chinese module. (YES:\ REPORTS B4 FINAL EXAMS. 2 IN FACT! KNS)
anw… the task is to analyse dialogues. Ong of the eg I pick came fr wang zi bian qi wa.
and I just found the long lost me.
The months(almost coming to a year now) that I have training to become a “better” dragonboater, I just came to realise I have left out on the other half me, which is the girly me. U know, for trainings and competitions and stuff like that, I am aggressive, fierce, competitive and everything just evolves ard winning, harder trainings, more sweat, more aches. The tough side of me in short.
The days I not training, I ‘m busy catching up with school work. Leisure wise is seriously lacking. Not that I’m complaining about the toughness, just tht while doing this assignment, I just “re-found” (pardon my bad eng) my gentle side. LOL.
with all the lovey-dovey gg on in wzbqw and ming dao. 
Missing putting on make up, miss putting on heels, miss wearing skirts, miss my earings…and ETC.
Some of my friends saw the pics b4 I join DB, and they exclaimed, “IS THAT U?!”
haha, back then, I’m fairer, long hair, and make up.
Guess I change much eh?
